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~ Wednesday, August 20 ~

What scares me is that I’m taking this way too calmly. I think I’ll take awhile to be okay again. This shouldn’t be it this shouldn’t be it a hundred possibilities await but this shouldn’t be…it. Not now. I don’t belong here, at least for now. I can imagine myself living a whole different life on the other side and i will rather be anywhere but here. At least for now. This, is what is killing me inside, bit by bit. I feel the love around me, but it’s not enough. Not for now. You don’t take Xanax to ease the headache, nor do you take paracetamol to send the cancer into remission. The love I’m receiving…I’m grateful but I’m still not okay. Just for today, I’m not. But I’m trying. I really am.

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~ Monday, August 18 ~

Ground Zero

The last few days have been difficult. Very glad to have my friends around, I love all of you. Special thanks must be made to the two Ds, M, G and B for helping me get through the night and the morning after. Idk where to go from here, but I know I’ll keep moving and sometimes in life, that’s all that matters. 

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~ Monday, August 11 ~

This song hits all the spots that can potentially hurt. 

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~ Wednesday, August 6 ~

You are the love that came without warning.

This song, feels so right in this instant. 

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~ Friday, August 1 ~

So my internship has come to an end. Effectively, summer break has also come to an end. It’s been an exhausting three months and a grueling five weeks, but I’m glad I made it through. The last five weeks have been especially memorable and there’s nothing in the world quite like it. I will commit this episode of my life to my memory and hope that somehow, all our paths would align again. And to the veterans, I can only wish them good health, and hope that I will one day, see them again. And talk about the good old days. I really hope so. Nothing pains me more than saying goodbye, yet the world stops for no one.

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~ Monday, July 28 ~

Come what may.

Been busy with a slew of meetups ever since summer began and it is heartwarming to meet friends from all walks of life. Simple things like catching up, talking about everything under the sun, knowing that someday I’ll look back on this time of my life fondly because I’ve been living in this moment and not looking back for so long. Actually the frenetic pace of life doesn’t allow me to and I believe that it is all for the better. There have been a few hiccups along the way, for the past few days and those are issues that are way beyond me and I cannot do anything but wait, and pray, and wait. But I try to live in the moment because if my next breath doesn’t come, this is it. The week to come will be my last week interning in the summer and I’m happy so far, with all that I have and all that life has threw my way. It has been a magical summer—but who am I kidding. Life is in itself innately magical and its really uncanny because you’ll never know who you’re gonna meet next, along the same street corner, or a different path may just lead you to a whole new adventure. We keep going forward, that’s the unspoken rule governing this universe. So now I’m breathing in tandem with the rhythmic pulses of my heart-time to step onto the pedal and hit the highway. We will be fine. 

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things to start doing:

  1. drink more water
  2. carry a camera everywhere i go
  3. read more books than i already do
  4. go for walks
  5. do yoga more often
  6. go to bed earlier
  7. enjoy the little things
  8. go outside more
  9. stop comparing myself to others
  10. stick to my goals n stop putting things off
  11. write down my feelings
  12. smile more, especially at random people
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